My little mind wonders

This blog is usually for my art space but I'm not that active. Today, somehow I would like to let my mind speaks here. 


First of all, I'm never an expressive type of person. So when it comes to say 'I'm sorry', 'Thank you' or whichever that comes from my heart, I'll never hold my guts to say it out. Usually I write to myself or to that person via message/ net or even handwritten. I guess some people can see me as bitchy and arrogant in a way. You can say that I'm giving shitty attitude but I'm holding back at the same time. But seriously no one knows what I've been through because I haven't tell a soul. 


I'm crying from inside... 


I did not ask for this but I'm dealing with it...


I do not want to complain anymore...


I agree to what my friends say about me but deep inside I know it's not true...


I'm a flaw that what makes me humane...


I did what I can, only God knows...


I know I've tried even I know that possibilities aren't high at all but trying makes a difference...


So much more I wanted to SHOUT but it won't make any sense. Despite all these thoughts I'm still keeping myself positive. Thank God, call me crazy I think I felt your presence as I walked down the street. You sent me a shiver but it was a warm feeling. I smiled out of the sudden :)

...

Dear God,
Pretty much lost as I seem. I really don't know what to do.
Amen

Jayesslee in CHC 2 (on 9 Jul 2011)

Last week, I've missed Jayesslee's mini concert in CHC. That was pure sadness. They shared their story which was really touching and inspiring. Here's the video of their story ;(

Rejoice and it's so true what faith can really do to us. ;)

Little Things Count

Okay I'm not so active with this blog but then again I'll post a lil a  stuff I did during sem break. I will try my very best to update this blog :) So here are my amateur photography. ;D

Honestly I don't know what bug is this. this 'John Doe' was found in my backyard. :9

My brother's dog, Daisy :)

A lil friend found in a garden in Perlis, Malaysia. A wonderful trip I had :)

Well that's it for now. Stay tuned <3

This past 2 weeks

OH HELL GREAT HOLIDAYS! Sadly time passes way too fast. Semester is starting on Monday! Here come nightmares! Anyway just a little update.


Found a new hobby, which is photography. I do not take pictures a lot but I'm eager to learn more.

Me DSLR. A lil upgrade from standard lens. :)

View from Skypark. What I like best is scenery shooting. Too bad, tripod wasn't allowed there.

Testing with macro lens.

Ok not so good with focusing yet :P

Well that's it for now. Toodles!

Hopefully back on my feet! :)

Havent been updating much but here is what I just did. It's a lazy work :P

Natalie Portman as White Swan